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free tickets? thanks buzznet!

lauracorinn — 2009-02-17T19:58:00Z

sooo i just won the free tickets to the nyc ciwwaf show. psyched! haha im so cheap. now i just need to figure out what to wear. ideas PLEASE? im desperate. i'm feeling an urban outfitters shopping spree tomorrow!

break it up and build it down, if that meant you would dream about me

lauracorinn — 2008-11-26T23:05:00Z

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i'm starting to become obsessed with tumblr. i like the format way better than buzznet or myspace, check it out! and def follow me if you have one. it's so bizarre being back in jersey, its been awhile. i went to the thanksgiving day football game at my old high school, and saw a ton of people i hadn't seen since graduation. i got to see my best friend, which was amazing, and then i saw a ton of people that i had no desire to see. i love reconnecting with old friends, amanda and i had legit a three hour heart to heart/catch up session. in my car, in the wawa parking lot. oh, tradition.

hahaha this was taken at a show during like sophmore year. flashback!

jersey girl

lauracorinn — 2008-11-25T07:16:00Z

i'm going home today, finally. i love manhattan more than anything, but there's no place like the jersey shore. thanksgiving is only two days away, i'm so excited to cook and see my family. it's been way too long, i haven't seen my extended family since my birthday. in september. my two cousins, my grandmother, and i take the same picture every year. here's the 2007 version that i found on my cousin's facebook: last night's festivities were too much, and i slept through my first class. great. im just ready for this shit to be over. i get to see the best friend tonight, i haven't seen her since she moved to chicago. miss her face. lots of wawa, terrible music, and energy drinks. look out nj, amanda and i are coming to take you by storm xoxo

"I like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions." - Augusten Burroughs, Magical Thinking

lauracorinn — 2008-11-19T17:08:00Z

i am rediscovering my love for augusten burroughs. easily my favorite author, his books have helped me get through so much. he's fucking hilarious.

i mean, what can i say?

lauracorinn — 2008-11-11T07:50:00Z

"We strip each others beauty and we push it to the end, We face each other smiling and leave it all unsaid. We kiss till we bleed, We fight till were free We cry till we see Infatuations break us down Were healing and free We dance inside this tragedy..." -automatic loveletter i'm such an insomniac. i got four hours of sleep and no time to nap wahhh. i need to find stuff for my apartment so bad, but i need the apartment first. i should be moving in after the first of the year, i'm so excited. finally have pictures from the hellogoodbye show! this is what i want with my life... i want my apartment to be ridiculous. my room at home is neon green, and i kind of want to stick with that. i love decorating, so its going to be fun having my own space. i'm thinking a black couch with ugly dolls instead of pillows...

the higher we both climb the further we fall

lauracorinn — 2008-11-09T16:21:00Z

"Griping isn't the same thing as creating something. Rebelling isn't rebuilding. Ridiculing isn't replacing. We've taken the world apart, but we have no idea what to do with the pieces..." "The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. If you can change the way people think, she said. The way they see themselves. The way they see the world. If you do that, you can change the way people live their lives. And that's the only lasting thing you can create." "I wish I had the courage not to fight and doubt everything. I wish just once i could say 'This, this is good enough. Just because i choose it'" - Choke, by Chuck Palahniuk the world is crashing down around me, yet this is the most stable i've been in a long time. i'm ready to move on, yet i'm scared to leave. all i wanted for the past two years was to come here, and its hard to give up on a dream, even if its making me miserable. ultimately, though, i know this will be the best thing for me. i just found these online, i need them! does anyone know where i can buy them in nyc?

lazy friday

lauracorinn — 2008-11-07T22:07:00Z

stayed in tonight, i'm laying in bed eating saltines with peanut butter and watching the life aquatic. i love wes anderson, i think hes a genius. his movies are my favorite. i've been doing laundry and cleaning my room all night. i'm having problems with this school, the people here are the worst. cleaning for me is so symbolic, i feel as though i am cleaning all the crap out of my life. next semester is going to be all about my own apartment and photography classes. no more abercrombie bullshit!

some people in this town go through their whole lives without ever feeling alive

lauracorinn — 2008-11-05T21:32:00Z

i've been obsessed with innerpartysystem for awhile. my friend discovered them back when she was working for island and they were still the takeover. check out their music, and if you have a chance to go to a show, do it! you won't regret it, i promise xoxo p.s. i'm obsessed with this video

the way we're living makes no sense, take me back to the age of innocence

lauracorinn — 2008-11-04T20:04:00Z

haha a friend wrote this about me...

"you're that girl. the one who always has a cigarette in one hand and a camera in the other. you always have your ipod in your ears, playing some band no one has ever heard of. you never wear pants, always leggings or dresses, you nails are always black, and are always wearing some ridiculous sunglasses. you party like a fucking rockstar but are always able to carry your friends home. you act like your twelve, and really don't give a fuck"

haha its so true. my clothes are ridiculous, and i finally have stopped caring what other people think. i'd rather be at a show by myself than at a crowded bar getting drunk with fake people. these last few weeks have been hard, i lost everyone and have been rebuilding myself. i surrounded myself with dramatic, fake people and it cam back to bite me in the ass. i'm starting to realize who my true friends are, and they definitely weren't the people i expected.

i just got back from the cute is what we aim for/automatic loveletter/a rocket to the moon show. i haven't listened to cute in awhile but they were one of my favorite bands in high school, and it was a lot of fun. such a blast from the past, i haven't seen them since warped '07. haha i love his shirt, obama 08! and automatic loveletter is becoming one of my new favorites, get into it!

i'll start to worry when im dead

lauracorinn — 2008-10-26T13:03:00Z

the showcase was amazing, i got some incredible pictures. honestly, envy on the coast has been my favorite for years now, and 3OH!3 was surprisingly entertaining. im getting back into the music scene, im over doing the bar thing at college. manhattan has so many amazing shows, and there are a ton of unsigned local bands to check out, why i havent been taking advantage i have no idea.

those are only a few of what i got. obviously, we were close. last night we went to an anything but clothes party. haha i wore a shower curtain. i hated it, the house was so hot and it was a giant slut fest. haha so mary and i left everyone and got sushi. some random guys from suny maritime asked if they could take a picture with her because she was only wearing a bra with a wet paint sign over it. creepers. over all, i had more fun getting ready and hanging out after than at the actual party. typical. pepper tonight! expect more photos xoxo